... Once (and still) Infertile, but still Schnarky as hell. This blog is dedicated to the daily ramblings from the mind of Nancy. It isn't about anything profound in the grand scheme of things, but it ~is~ about things in my life, schnarkiness always included. I have a second blog, listed in my profile, but the blogs will continue to remain separate.
"I'm aiming for heaven, but I'll probably wind up down in hell"
Sunday, April 13, 2008
It's hard to be the 1 out of 6
I had 6 cycle buddies for my IVF (including myself). Every single one (except me) got a BFP from this cycle.
This is why I try not to track these things and why I no longer post on message boards with cycle groups. It is way to easy for me to feel sorry for myself when I see all the success around me that doesn't include me. I now try to just focus on ME. Selfish, I know, but it is the only way for me to deal.
While it doesn't help, this is what happened to me with IVF#1. There was lots of us, and most of them moved on. With each positive, I got more and more depressed knowing I wouldn't be one of them. I know how much it blows chunks. Hang in there.
Thanks for wanting to leave a comment. While I welcome you to agree ~or~ disagree with me, rude name calling will not be published. The general rule I will follow is if it's not something you would say to someone face to face, it's not something I'll publish. This does ~not~ apply to disagreements. I welcome discussions on different opinions!
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This is why I try not to track these things and why I no longer post on message boards with cycle groups. It is way to easy for me to feel sorry for myself when I see all the success around me that doesn't include me. I now try to just focus on ME. Selfish, I know, but it is the only way for me to deal.
Sometimes being the standout sucks big donkeys dicks.
I'm so sorry, Nancy. That truly sucks.
Nancy- I am so sorry you have to experience more heart ache
While it doesn't help, this is what happened to me with IVF#1. There was lots of us, and most of them moved on. With each positive, I got more and more depressed knowing I wouldn't be one of them. I know how much it blows chunks. Hang in there.
I know this is hard for you hun, and I'm sorry. I'm hoping you will be number one for the early May round!
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Thanks for wanting to leave a comment. While I welcome you to agree ~or~ disagree with me, rude name calling will not be published. The general rule I will follow is if it's not something you would say to someone face to face, it's not something I'll publish. This does ~not~ apply to disagreements. I welcome discussions on different opinions!