AF sucks.

AF usually means a new "beginning" to start trying again. Even on a tab cycle, it's at least the beginning of that break. Another cd1 closer to when you get to try again.

But this cd1 isn't anything. It's a day I get cramps and spend money on tampons. I still would have had surgery next week if I didn't get a weird period. I still will have to take at least 4 weeks of meds after my surgery before I'm allowed to induce a cycle.

So this cd1 means absolutely nothing. All it does is add another cycle to the ttc tally. And it really kinda sucks.