Tuesday, March 25, 2008

IVF Cancelled

How "Lucky" am I now?

Lining was shit. All will go to freeze.

I don't give a shit about "there is always next month".

FUCKOFF IF.

49 comments:

MrsDrink said...

~hugs~ I'm so pissed for you. I don't even know what to say and sorry seems like not enough.


I'm here if you need me hun, just let me know if you need anything.


Katherine said...

Nancy, I posted to you on ITSG, too, so I hope you see this soon. Jeez, I am just so sorry. All I can say is, though, this is my third try at IVF #2. I was cancelled two other times since October, and I think I've been cancelled at least 7 times in all, so I know how bad it sucks. IF sucks in general, but you know that. You just never know what will happen, day to day, and you have to just keep plugging along.

You are lucky that you have good insurance, and I know you will be back in the saddle in no time. Take a break if you need to, but it *will* happen. I am certain of that. I think you have the kind of will and thick skin it takes to persevere. Take good care of yourself, and know that you have lots of support out here when you're ready to try again. (((BIG, GIANT HUGS)))

BethH6703 said...

dont know the words to say... just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you. email if you want to chat

The Town Criers said...

That absolutely, 100% fucking sucks and I am so sorry for this twist in the road.

KatieM said...

Sorry just doesn't even cut it. I am so angry for you my heart hurts. Please know I am thinking about you. ((Hugs))

Io said...

FUCK. That blows.

Lori said...

Oh, Nancy. This just sucks.

I am so sorry.

Kristin said...

Oh Nancy. I am so sorry. *hugs*.

Jen said...

Fuck. (((Hugs)))

Wordgirl said...

Oh Nancy.

That sucks.

No kidding 'double fuck you IF'...


I'm sorry.


Pam

Meg said...

I am so sorry Nancy. This just sucks.

Heidi said...

I'm so terribly sorry.

Anonymous said...

Hi Nancy - I'm a longtime stalker of yours from WebMD (we were PG with our first at the same time). Even though we've never met, I feel like I know you a little bit since I have been following your IF journey all this time. There is nothing I can say to make you feel better, but I did want to send some ((((HUGS))) your way. There are a lot of people out there rooting for you.

Gail

JJ said...

Im so sorry to hear this Nancy...

Jen said...

I don't have any words to say how sorry I am.

I am sorry too that your lining decided to munch on that poopy sandwich and spoil this go around.

If you need anything, support, a smile, a voodoo doll, let me know.

Kelly said...

Nancy....I'm so sorry. Big hugs to you.

K. said...

ARRGGGGGHHHHHH! Nancy, so bummed for you. No words for you b/c I know how disappointed you are. IF sucks - eff off is an understatement. Ugh.

Katie said...

I'm so sorry, Nancy.

Chas said...

I am so so so very sorry.

Anonymous said...

Ok, well, at least they're going to freeze them. When you said canceled I was seriously confused.

It sucks donkey butt, honey, but they'll plump your lining up and have a great FET when you're ready.

For now just wallow.

Emily
thebabyproject

waitinginline said...

I am so sorry. So so sorry. (((Nancy)))

B said...

Nancy,

I won't try to blow sunshine at you. That sucks. S.U.C.K.S. This was supposed to be the answer to the last 18 cycles, and I'm sorry that it wasn't.

Sending good vibes to the eggs, nonetheless.

And hugs to you. I'm so sorry.

soapchick said...

Nancy - I'm so sorry. I know there aren't any words to make you feel better right now. Sending you hugs from Michigan.

Julie said...

I'm bumming for you Nancy. While I don't know what you are going through, I know you are hurting and that sucks.

Nico said...

Oh, Nancy, I'm so sorry! That really really really really sucks.

Jewels said...

I'm so sorry Nancy.
~tears -n- hugs~

Morgan said...

I just don't know what to say, I can't even imagine how upsetting this must be. I'm thinking about you.

bleu said...

Awww fuck. I am so sorry Nancy. How much estrogen have they had you on?

I know there is no comfort I can offer. It sucks and I am so sorry.

Denise said...

Fuck, Nancy! FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!

They really won't transfer with your lining at 7?

trisha said...

im so sorry nancy

Candi B. said...

OMG, I am so sorry. I will give IF a big f-u as well! Not gonna tell you "next month..." because I know it is shit if it isn't NOW! So sorry :(

Duck said...

THIS SUCKS.
The same thing happened to me too, but my lining was a lovely 2.5 mm, can you say nothing can survive in that?

Sorry to hear this news Nancy.
Take care of yourself. Drink a bottle of wine.

Sharon said...

It is NOT fair....

So sorry Nancy. I hope that you have some good embryos to transfer next time.

SaraS-P said...

Fuck that bitch, indeed.

BOO!!!

I am sorry.

Ahuva Batya said...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Spicy Sister said...

oh Nancy! I am so sorry! I know you must be so incredibly disappointed. (((Hugs)))

Anonymous said...

Nancy I am so so sorry about your cycle being cancelled. I agree with you FLUCK IF! maybe next month gets real old real fast!
(((hugs)))

apronstringsemily said...

Saying sorry just doesn't cut it. This sucks. Big HUGS to you, Nancy!

jenn said...

shit, shit, shit ,shit. I am so sorry. fuck. and fuck again. I wish I could give you a hug. I wish I could say something other than this fucking blows.

~Joe said...

((hugs)) that just made my heart drop to see when I came to read your update.It isn't fair to say the least.I am so sorry.

Meredith said...

sorry nancy!

WISHING...HOPING...and PRAYING said...

so sorry about your horrible news.

Searching said...

ARG!!! I'm SO sorry!!

JamieDH said...

That sucks ass . . . I am so sorry. You will be in my thoughts.

Bean said...

I'm so sorry. That really sucks, and it's just so damn frustrating!!!

Rachel Inbar said...

I know it sucks to have a cycle cancelled. On the bright side, with FET they really do have more time to get your uterine lining just right.

Rachel (successful with FET after 2 failed fresh transfers)

K said...

I am so sorry that Xfer got cancelled.

chicklet said...

Gawd, you were getting such good #'s my friend, I just never suspected this would happen. Frack! This just blows.

annacyclopedia said...

Shit, I'm so sorry. That just blows.