Wednesday, September 12, 2007

secondarily in pain.

BFN today.

I wish most primaries were right. I wish I didn't feel like there was a knife in my heart right now. I wish I could cry, but I can't show it in front of my kids that I'm so lucky to even have. These two girls should make this hurt less, shouldn't it? WHY THE FUCK DOESN'T IT THEN?

10 comments:

BethH6703 said...

I'm sorry hon... Be good to yourself today, you deserve it.

{{{{{hugs}}}}}

jk215 said...

giant hugs & I am commencing beat down mode for Miss Hope- I know she deserves it for this one...

I'm so sorry you are hurting Nancy. I wish we could wave a magic wand & make it go away.

jennifercarol said...

I can say is that I'm so sorry. Yes you do have 2 wonderful girls, but you long for #3 just as much as you did for both of them. So don't beat yourself up over that. Dealing with the pain of a BFN after the hope of a promising IUI cycle is tough enough.

SaraS-P said...

I am sorry. BFNs suck no matter what.

Jewels said...

Damn Nancy, I'm so sorry for the pain your going through right now, ((HUGS)) your in my prayers hunny.

Waiting Amy said...

So sorry. Try to steal a little time away for yourself. I know how hard that is when you have some little ones already (I have one) -- but I always needed that chance to be alone and feel a little sad.

Then hug those beauties and remember there are still options ahead. Including the DERBY?!

jamie said...

I am so sorry!
(((((hugs))))))

My3sons said...

I am so sorry hunny. I wish I could will a pregnancy to you. If you ever need anything, just call me, ok? Love ya.

Chas said...

I am so very sorry. I wish I could say I don't know how you feel...but I do. It is a terrible feeling..just sickening.

Artblog said...

XXX & a big ol HUG