This movie was made in 1983 and I must of seen it a billion times. (okay, maybe like 10) Each time, I cry.
I just finished watching it again. Today was no different.
... Once (and still) Infertile, but still Schnarky as hell. This blog is dedicated to the daily ramblings from the mind of Nancy. It isn't about anything profound in the grand scheme of things, but it ~is~ about things in my life, schnarkiness always included. I have a second blog, listed in my profile, but the blogs will continue to remain separate.
"I'm aiming for heaven, but I'll probably wind up down in hell"
About Me
- nancy
- I am a 39 year old woman. I am the mother of two beautiful daughters and a handsome son. I am a career woman. As for my TTC world, it certainly doesn't seem like I am "infertile", but I fought for my pregnancies and my TTC/IF history is on the sidebar. I have two blogs, which are both listed in my profile. One focuses on my daily life - including IF, TTC, pregnancy, delivery and even some "children mentioned" posts. The second blog is ~soley~ posts directly about being the mother to my three children.
Belly Pics for #3 only.
Click stick figure to see the consecutive pictures from this pregnancy only.
My TTC History
- Jul 01 ~ married
- Jan 02 ~ First cycle off bcps and opk shows ovulation!
- Dec 02 ~ Went to pcp for RE referral
- Jan 03 ~ Testing commences. S/A perfect. HSG clear.
- Feb 03 ~ Lap #1. All clear.
- Apr 03 ~ Clomid cycle #1. BFN.
- May 03 ~ Clomid cycle #2. BFN.
- Jun 03 ~ Clomid cycle #3. BFN.
- Jul 03 ~ Supposed to be IUI#1, but we missed cd3 so natural cycle
- Aug 03 ~ BFP on C18.
- Apr 04 ~ Ella born.
- Oct 04 ~ decided to ttc #2 and went off minipill to see if I am ovulating. I am. Will start next month.
- Nov 04 ~ TTC#2 starts. BFP. Holy Crap. No freaking way. No way.
- Aug 05 ~ Allison born
- Oct 06 ~ IUD removed. TTC#3
- Jan 07 ~ Large cysts found.
- Feb 07 ~ Femara cyle #1
- Mar 07 ~ Started w/ RE. HSG #2 showed R tube blocked. S/A normal.
- Mar 07 ~ more cysts, up to 9cms.
- Apr 07 ~ more cysts, 3 @ 7-9cms.
- May 07 ~ IUI #1 cancelled due to more cysts
- Jun 07 ~ IUI #1 (take two) w/ Clomid. BFN.
- Jul 07 ~ HSS showed scar tissue in 70% of uterus. Diagnosed with Asherman's Syndrome. Uterine surgery #2
- Aug 07 ~ HSG #3 showed clear tubes.
- Aug 07 ~ IUI #2 w/ Femara. BFN.
- Sept 07 ~ Monitored w/ hCG trigger. BFN.
- Oct 07 ~ HSS #2 showed scar tissue in 30% of uterus. Uterine surgery #3.
- Dec 07 ~ HSS #3 showed tiny amount of scar tissue. Uterine surgery #4.
- Jan 08 ~ HSS #4 showed clear uterus.
- Jan 08 ~ IUI #3, C16. BFN.
- Mar 08 ~ IVF #1, Transfer Cancelled due to lining. Out of 15 eggs, 9 were mature and all 9 fertilized. I have named my 9 embryos "The Mod Squad" and they are in the freezer, waiting for mommy to be ready.
- Apr/May 08 ~ FET #1. C20. 4 embryos "The Fab Four" transferred on 5/05. BFP!!! Very Low Beta (15 at 11dp3dt) but the numers continued to double every 48 hours. Told it was "most likely not viable" and later "most likely ectopic" but we beat all the odds.
- May 16, 08 ~ 11dp3dt (4w0d), beta #1: 15
- May 19, 08 ~ 14dp3dt (4w3d), beta #2: 43
- May 23, 08 ~ 18dp3dt (5w0d), beta#3: 213
- May 27, 22dp3dt (5w4d), beta #4: 1,073
- Jun 08 - Ultrasound showed one heartbeat at 7 weeks.
- Jul 08 - Had CVS testing. Chromosomes are normal and it's a BOY!! EDD: 1/23
- Aug 08 - Jan 09 ~ High risk due to: 1) Velamentous Cord Insertion, deemed biggest risk 2) Previous Placenta Accreta 3) Previous rapid degraged placenta 4) IVF alone can create weak placenta 5) AMA - Advanced Maternal Age. -- All resulting in almost 30 u/s and lots of testing, which ended up saving my life.
- Jan 09 (38w0d) ~ Karl is born! -- Crazy 3 days in hospital. Manual version to flip baby from breech to head down, Labor, Delivery, Emergency surgery due to cord detaching from placenta, Scary heart issues from losing over 40% of my blood supply, and then a blood transfusion due to the extreme loss of blood. Whew!
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- I got the hospital bill
- We interrupt this blog to bring you my next medica...
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- I'm actually going to talk about it.
- Sorry to keep you waiting!
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- Getting To Know You (GTKY #1)
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- This is a bit hard. (and something very interesting)
- Awards Time.
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- Terms of Endearment
- "Michael Phelps' Bong Hit"
- Now it is definitely NOT funny.
- Well, now it's just funny.
- (Updated) "Have you thought about sterilization?"
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13 comments:
I LOVE that movie too !
That IS a great movie and ALWAYS makes me cry! Today must have been a day for "back in the day" movies, because I just got done watching Stand By Me.
One of my favorites.
I am totally watching a movie tomorrow -- just sitting and veging out.
XO
Pam
I've never seen that movie, but there are several movies that I just can't help but cry at the end of. *sigh*
I always cry when I watch it too.
Oh yeah - Terms of Endearment, Steel Magnolias, Sommersby. It doesn't matter how many times I have seen them, I am still left in the same blubbering mess at the end.
I love it too. Have you seen The Evening Star?
One of my ALL TIME favorite movies. And tears are NOT optional with this ending.
Gets me everytime too!
There are plenty of movies that do that to me too. The latest one that I watched was Stepmom, with Julia Roberts. That one gets me going big time!
Holy crap - I just watched that movie last week and it destroyed me. It seems every time I watch it something new affects me in a huge way. Last week was the first time I saw it since my son was stillborn, and when Shirley McClaine tells Flap, "Oh my God, I'm so stupid. Somehow I thought that when it was all over it would be a relief.." Whoa. I'm just glad I was able to have that moment alone and bawl my eyes out. It was pretty good therapy, really.
So yeah, that movie gets to me too. As does Steel Magnolias and, don't laugh, Parenthood.
I love that show, I cry every time too.
Not sure I could watch that right now....I am still crying at stupid commercials. Is it because I am so overtired? I hope so, because I do not want to have to deal with any post partum depression....that would suck.
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