Wednesday, April 9, 2008

And it's back on.

Talked to the nurse and since this is a mock cycle before FET, I can continue to take the estrace protocol. My HCG levels will just have to be under 1 before the beginning of the actual FET cycle, which isn't for another 2 weeks. Yeah, I think it'll drop .4 points before then.

My heart is just going to stop beating with one of these ups or downs.

9 comments:

JamieD said...

Wow! That is a hell of a rollercoaster. It sounds like one that would make me want to put my head between my knees until the spinning went away - but not in a good way!

Emily said...

yeowsa! my head is still spinning from your math calculations in the previous post. Talk about free-falling ... I'm keeping my fingers crossed that there aren't too many more ups and downs in the next couple a months!

jenn said...

aaauughh! this roller coaster really fucking sucks! I'm glad you are back on an upswing- but I wish you were on a different kind of ride all together! Maybe the ferris wheel...

Spicy Sister said...

Well, I am glad it's back on - but geez! They are just really screwing with you a lot aren't they? It's like the Bizarro world of IVF - first your on then your off, oops, your on again...no, wait...It seriously sounds like torture Nancy - I would lose my shit over this if I were you.

Hang in there - hopefully this is IT!

Margelina said...

Wow, Nancy! What a week you have had! I am very glad they finally have you figured out, so far, and that you are getting your chance. While I don't know the exact feeling, having your emotions yanked up and down for any reason just sucks. Praying you get everything you need to result in a BFP!!

Swim said...

You are on a roller coaster ride from hell(a.k.a. the crazy train). It will get better and I hope your mock transfer goes well.

Nice math skills in previous post!

s.e. said...

It is so hard to go from straight down to up again. I feel like in the middle we just plateau and wait for another drop. I'm glad you don't have to KILL someone today!

Denise said...

Seriously, can't they get their story straight? What a clusterfuck!

shinejil said...

Wow, Nancy! I hope the hCG drops as per your calculations and you can proceed.